Graduation

so i am totally scared to graduate but all at the same time im exited its coming up to the next steps in our lives but i dont really think it will be as hard for me because i have taken such a big step already by having Bre'lynn but it still dont make it easy. I guess all of you are wondering if im going to college because i have been asked numerous time and yes i am going i am not exactly sure to which one i will be attending but im going to make something of myself and make a life for my daughter. Aaaaah the last blog is finally done

Prom

Prom was fantastic it was so much fun but it went by too fast for all of the preperation work leading up to it. I spent all day getting ready and it seemed like prom would never come but then i blinked and it was all over just as soon as it started yea total bummer. After Prom was pretty sweet too me, britt and a bunch of other people played vollyball or however you spell it for like the whole 4 hours and the mechanical bull was pretty sweet too. Its sad its over but now its time to take the plunge into adulthood.

Spring

The best thing about spring is that the air smells clean and fresh and the wheather is getting nicer and nicer everyday. The worst thing about spring is the bugs and humitity i hate it when it is humid outside i wish it was just straight warm.

Spring Break

Yea my spring break was pretty boring i really didnt do anything except for going tanning like the whole time and then we went on mini trips which they were alright some were fun but others were kinda gay but oh well its better than getting rained on in Florida.

So Tired.....

So pretty much i havent had a decent night of sleep in like a week only because Dustin (the baby's dad) lets her sleep all day while i am at school and then she decides she is going to stay up all night yea that pretty much started a fight but oh well i love her all the same.

Being a mom

So you all are probley wondering whats it like being a young parent. It's challenging but rewarding all at the same time. The tough part of it is having to do so much now and not being able to go by your schedule its by what the baby is doing. The other tough part is not being able to get out the door quickly because you have to deal with strapping her into a car seat and packing a diaper bag, just very time consuming but thats what is to be expected. I love being a mom and i wouldnt change it for the world but i guess im blessed because i dont have a baby that cries all the time and she is all around a very good baby so im happy.

When i think of easter i think of spring and not only do i think of spring but i think of walking outside and smelling the fresh air, you know that smell of the air when you just know spring is right around the corner and i look forward to that.

So you are all wondering......

So basically all you are wondering "when is the baby coming" well she is being extremely stubborn I guess and doesn't want to come when expected so we have about another week or so before she gets here which completly sucks because it is taking way to long and if you were carring a child for 9 months you definately know what I mean but to all who don't it completly sucks.

With a million dollars I would definately buy my own home something small a new car and also buy my parents a new home and car and whatever else I needed.

One more week

Yay im getting exited one more week until i have Bre'lynn and yes that is her name I can wait i am so ready now my room is all done and she has about twice as many clothes and shoes as anyone in the household lol but its exiting and scarey all at the same time but im pretty sure i can do it.

The answer to Mrs. Chambers question is if i could go anywhere in the world i would surely go to Australia because i think it would be just a beautiful place to go and explore.

Brrrrrr...

OMG it is so cold outisde its not even funny and i totally think if it is this cold outside there should not be school its crazy.

School delays

So how about that 5 day weekend that was pretty much awesome i couldnt have asked for a better time to have them especially all in a row i think i pretty much caught up on some much needed z's.

Snow and other crazy things.

I hate the snow but i love the fact that it brings CLOSINGS how exiting right and now that im a senior im even more exited about it because i dont have to make it up well enough about snow now about something else. Well i guess this blog is supposed to be about telling your feelings on things that are going on around you well here it goes isnt it amazing the lengths people will go to, to get just that little bit of attention well you wouldnt believe the half of it. I feel that people who seek attention all the time are sorry worthless people who feel bad about themselves so they have to do something so drastic just because of the whole attention factor. How low right but now those people who ask for attention all of the time will have to pay in the long run for their mistakes for just the little taste of it. But oh well i guess its not my life.

Times counting down

Time is definately counting down and the baby is almost here and there is still so much to do i dont know how i will ever get everything done. In less than a month i have to redo my room, have a baby shower up north and get everything set with work and school. My world history class has a huge major project that im not even going to be here for half of it so i dont know what i am going to do. yea its hard but its life and im going to get through it.

Drama Drama Drama

Does anyone feel like there is an overwhelming amount of drama in the world these days. I mean just with everyone it must just be in the air. Like with Dustin my ex boyfriend and calab brittany's boyfriend trying to fight in Walmarts parking lot and just with random people you see fighting in the random cafeteria (i spelt that wrong) but everyone knows what i am talking about. im just kind of sick of the whole drama scene but i guess that just life.

stress

I am really feeling the stress and pressure's of trying to get everything done and make sure i am getting everything ready for the baby and trying to please everyone at school with like school work i can really say i am feeling the pressure of everyday life and now i really know what it feels like to begin to grow up.